【Original】 This Life is Not Mine 【NIJISANJI / にじさんじ】

Lyrics I spent my life feeding on all lies "if I ever try enough one day my soul will survive." Dream that I strive for, gleam that I'd die for only made me realize I'm nothing but an eyesore. I spent my life feeding on all lies "if I ever try enough my day will surely arrive." Well, nothing came to be. Only regrets came to me. How dare you to even question how long have I been running through this oppression. You don't know what time-loop means? I was born and dyed. You wore a lie, ignored a cry. Circles of life? I'd say backstab with a knife. This imperfection doesn't last so I found myself lying to a reflection of the past who can't even die trying. They have been spiraling down to the abyss. With the last of their existence they cried "you made a promise." How could I find the heart to say that I'm powerless to the child who wished so hard to express what a dream is? Such a disease when a hope is beginning to help him cope with realities. Remember what my brother used to say "we're not born for greatness" and somehow it's okay. I resigned the mind who thrived to shine in line. I'm out of rhymes. This life's not mine. Somebody, HELP ME! I shouted, knowing that no one will even care. Just a sitting duck, I'm out of luck lost in the dark, in this hell I'm stuck. Somebody, SAVE ME! So I screamed, knowing that no one will even dare. I'm sick of all this play pretends in this loop of contempt. Somebody, END ME! OH SOMEBODY, END ME ======================= Kronos art : @AmiciaMichella Stock Video : Pexels (when you accidentally spent the whole night writing a song)